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:,)
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speaker
04:59
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the speaker is calling to you
they bargain a piece of your mind
(they want you to be a slave)
but you’ve already given it up to labor
you’re renting out parts of your brain
until there’s none left there for you
I WONDER IN THE CLOUD!!!!!!
the speaker is far too loud
& when you’re miles away
you can hear them clearly
you hold them so dearly
but they hold nothing for you
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[[this dream occurred in late 2017 & the original version of the song was written soon after. D~AD was a sun-king god, and grandpatriarch slithurge (not his real name, just one i gave him after waking up) looked like a gyrados with a big beard. i think he was D~AD's dad. long story short D~AD chose me to be the winner of his deadly galactic gameshow, and as a result i had to murder the remaining contestants, my beloved brother and sister john and jade, by stoning them to death in the closing ceremonies. i eventually did this, but iirc john managed to escape. as a "reward" for winning the game, i not only got to survive, but was also kept as a slave to the two gods, and became one of the game show hosts for many seasons to come thruout eternity]]
reaching for the sky
always asking why
but i’m not gonna die
with a soul ununified
still he screams follow me follow me home
what a scene a living dream
i know what i am i know what i am
whatever’s real give it a feel (feel it out!)
i know what i’m not i know what i’m not
give it a chance
why don’t you give it a chance
i’m begging for you lord
why do you keep me slave
i don’t want to kill
still i don’t want to save
you came to me as evil
thou creature in my sol
you took me thru the ordeals
you had me by the throat
thou child, holy is thy name
thy kingdom is come thy will is done here is the bread here is the blood
thou hierophant who took my father’s face
bring me through midnight to the sun & our light is one our light is one
he screams
follow me, follow me home
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marching to the left hailing to the right
lusty gazes on the ones marked kill on sight
not stopping at death artificial light
false nostalgia wet dreams of eternal white
we begged them to take away our guns
while they were out gathering up theirs
and when they came to shoot us down
future historians didn’t care
future historians didn’t care
future historians didn’t care
(are you brave now faggot?????)
i’m a female vampire & i’m @ yr door tonight
wave yr bleeding dick @ me & i will bite
this is the final ugly screech of cism*le kind
so get lined up u pricks are getting castrated tonight
we used 3D printers we made 3D guns
when they came that night we were fucking prepared
& when their bodies fell to the ground
future historians didn’t care
future historians didn’t care
future historians didn’t care
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nightlife
06:17
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i’m so excited
i’m having so much fun
oh my god
you’ve no chasers
with which to chase me down
oh my god
i don’t know what i’m doing
today i’ll find a way
tonight i’ll think bout how
time flies so fast
how exciting
how much fun we’ll have
oh my god
i don’t know what i’m doing
today i’ll find a way
tonight i’ll think bout how
time flies so fast
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i know i’m not going (too far/to fall)
yes i’m sure i’m not going (to fall/too far)
at least i’m trying my best
not to fall over the edge
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put me on a boat to lie in/to die in/poseidon/beside him/inside him
put me on a booatt oooeoeeooo ooeeoeeooo put me on a boattt
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a solar anus
02:46
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in the night i again become untethered
although i haven’t traveled so far
my body it stretches for light years
& my soul’s been let out of its jar
terror is all around us
but i’d like to be a miraculating machine
i break down when i run on paranoia
it takes me 2 terrors unseen
in the night i again become unraveled
although i haven’t traveled so far
my body unstretches its taffy
& my ego’s all over the floor
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i can't be ur noone
02:16
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nobody’s gonna save (you/me)
that nobody won’t be (me/you)
i’m sorry i kept you waiting
so long for the answer you’ve been anticipating
on the inside-out
there is something here for everyone
[idk what the whales are saying during this part, if there are any whale song speakers out there listening pls let me know]
i can’t be your noone
i can’t be your noone
i can’t be your noone
when the evil eye’s swallowing us whole
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heaven
02:13
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i live on a raft
heaven is my ocean
when i’m feeling curious
sometimes i stick my head under
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OH WHERE CAN I HIDE OUT I’VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE
BEFORE TODAY
& I’M GOUGING MY EYES OUT OF MY HEAD BEFORE WE RUN OUT OF TIME AGAIN
WHERE CAN I HIDE OUT TO DODGE THE WASTE THAT’S SOON TO RAIN DOWN
IT’S BEEN A GOOD RUN BUT NOW IT’S TIME FOR US 2 BE [?????]
IF IT’S THE END I LOVE U FRIEND GOOD LUCK!!!!
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true story
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